原来我还是很在意
原来我还是很喜欢
原来感觉还是实实在在
原来才知道我是放不下
原来当我知道那件事后
心是有多么的痛
原来知道后
我开始在伪装自己是可以接受到的
伪装自己很开心
原来这都不是那么的简单
当时的我原来不是原来的我
在开心欢笑时
原来心就如刀割
当有意无意看到她和他聊天时
原来真的很不好受
原来才知道自己不再像以前了
原来现在的我
还是多么希望渴望
回到以前
虽然不知道她是否还有感觉
又或者她更希望我早点忘记过去
是的
坦白的说
我对新的一个她
有点好感
原来在你走了后
有一个新的她
原来这都不可以拿来做比较
原来我和她
就很巧妙地认识了
开始慢慢有了联络
但原来
当收到你的信息
虽然有时是真的有点敷衍
但原来我是更开心的
原来原来
还是你
看到你的信息我会笑
虽然被敷衍被无视
虽然真的有点无奈
但真的
原来我还是多么的希望
下个信息
还是你线来的
原来喜欢跟爱是有差别的
我爱你 也 喜欢她
原来兄弟朋友也知道了
原来他们也给了同一个意见
原来就是想我放弃过去的你
把勇气朝向现在的她
是的
道理我也很明白
等待一个不知会不会开花的树
倒不如去找一个有可能开满花的树
原来
我还是比较愿意继续等
原来
都知道不太有什么可能了
但原来
我还是很爱你很喜欢你
原来已经是8月31号了
原来已经3个月多了
原来我还是很在意你的一切
原来有些事情真的不知道好过知道
原来大概都猜到了
但还是想从她口中听到那个答案
原来我是真的反贱
原来我真的很痛
原来我写的东西
你会认为我是抄人的
这真的真的很伤我
原来这些就是我想表达的东西
我的心声
原来我还是戴着那条链的
因为我说过
只要心还有她
就还会戴着它
原来我很想她
又可以说是以前的她
原来原来
Monday, August 30, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
I'm tired and I'm lost
I'm really tired now
mayb is the time to let me calm down and really think about it
time passed quickly
is already 13 of august
the only thing i still hoping is still about you
the time since you have gone
i thought i can hold on
because i know i need some time
like you all said about it
but
seriously i really cant
and i just hope that we can be like the past
mayb i already used to have your day
i like the way u chatting wif me
the way u talk on phone wif me
the way u be in my life
is u
the special one
whom i love
the only person i will miss when i free
the only person who send msg to me i will smile and i dunno why
and the person who i worry the most
now
i dunno what to do
i think i'm lost
just go school study study and study
i'm trying my hard way to do so
tryin to be the best
but sometimes is really not in the mood to study
pls leave me alone there
i just want to take a rest and restart my mind
u are not me
of course u dunno what the feeling
the feeling when u suddenly miss someone
i know form 6 is not an easy way to be success
but seriously i tryin now
when not in the mood
dota will be my tool to vent out my suck feeling
but dota still is a nightmare for me
because of dota
i lost her
mayb u can said not bcoz of this
but seriously this is the main cause and the 1st step i GG
i know that regret is useless
so now i'm trying to make myself more better
i wish i could have an undo key
to change what i did on 18.5.2010
a promise is still a promise
although i still haven't achieve that what i had promised
but i still remember it
and tryin to achieve it
because i hope u can see it
when i promise u
i really serious about it
mayb is the time to let me calm down and really think about it
time passed quickly
is already 13 of august
the only thing i still hoping is still about you
the time since you have gone
i thought i can hold on
because i know i need some time
like you all said about it
but
seriously i really cant
and i just hope that we can be like the past
mayb i already used to have your day
i like the way u chatting wif me
the way u talk on phone wif me
the way u be in my life
is u
the special one
whom i love
the only person i will miss when i free
the only person who send msg to me i will smile and i dunno why
and the person who i worry the most
now
i dunno what to do
i think i'm lost
just go school study study and study
i'm trying my hard way to do so
tryin to be the best
but sometimes is really not in the mood to study
pls leave me alone there
i just want to take a rest and restart my mind
u are not me
of course u dunno what the feeling
the feeling when u suddenly miss someone
i know form 6 is not an easy way to be success
but seriously i tryin now
when not in the mood
dota will be my tool to vent out my suck feeling
but dota still is a nightmare for me
because of dota
i lost her
mayb u can said not bcoz of this
but seriously this is the main cause and the 1st step i GG
i know that regret is useless
so now i'm trying to make myself more better
i wish i could have an undo key
to change what i did on 18.5.2010
a promise is still a promise
although i still haven't achieve that what i had promised
but i still remember it
and tryin to achieve it
because i hope u can see it
when i promise u
i really serious about it
Friday, August 6, 2010
7/8/2010
日子久了
没有想过现在的我是这样的过生活
伤过
痛过
哭过
累过
久而久之
感觉真的变淡了
当一斑朋友一起出来颠的时候
我可以忘我的享受,和他们颠
但原来回到宁静的夜晚
真真的感觉才在
像以前一样
我要的并不是什么
只是想她可以
在我需要时
可以陪我
那就够了
我也不敢奢求了
但其实我也是很自私的
只是再也得不到而已
我也明白你们所讲的道理
但我只是纯碎的明白
因为我做不到
人总是失去了生命中最重要的东西
才会醒
知道自己的缺点,自己多么的不好
当现在努力在改着了
但跟不上脚步了
我没有那么伟大的在等她
只是自己放不下
还有她
或许有点孤单
但至少还有淡淡的回忆陪伴着我
没有想过现在的我是这样的过生活
伤过
痛过
哭过
累过
久而久之
感觉真的变淡了
当一斑朋友一起出来颠的时候
我可以忘我的享受,和他们颠
但原来回到宁静的夜晚
真真的感觉才在
像以前一样
我要的并不是什么
只是想她可以
在我需要时
可以陪我
那就够了
我也不敢奢求了
但其实我也是很自私的
只是再也得不到而已
我也明白你们所讲的道理
但我只是纯碎的明白
因为我做不到
人总是失去了生命中最重要的东西
才会醒
知道自己的缺点,自己多么的不好
当现在努力在改着了
但跟不上脚步了
我没有那么伟大的在等她
只是自己放不下
还有她
或许有点孤单
但至少还有淡淡的回忆陪伴着我
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